This time, being one year since all this began for our family. Reflecting back has brought with it a flood of emotions. I’ve shed more tears in the last few days that I have all year. There is something freeing with tears, but also terrifying. When I’m free I’m in a place where nothingness envelopes me. There’s peace there, but there’s also life and death. A place where peace, life and death exist. I suppose until now, it’s never felt so real.
I want to be real, I feel called to be real. God created us to feel, live and die. I’m feeling, I’m living and possibly dying. There’s where I am and that’s what I’m doing. Somedays I feel more or less sometimes, but mostly I’m feeling more.
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Sending hugs your way :)
We are praying for you and your family. May you feel God's presence even stronger through this incredibly tough time.
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